All I want for Christmas...

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How was your November?

I finally understand that every passing moment is precious. "How did this happen?" You would think that after living with ALS for nine years, I would/should have learned this lesson already. But, it took the stopping of my heart, the failure of my lungs to work with the Bi-pap I depended upon for years, CPR, a trip to the hospital, ICU for six days, and a trache to open my eyes (lungs) to a second chance at life. I don't remember much of all of that… I do remember that I woke up to my greatest fear—no voice! At first, I was terrified, but gradually with the love and care given by my wife, son, friends, doctors and nurses, I was able to put aside the fear and accept this new stage in my life. It wasn't easy, and each day is presenting new challenges, but the unconditional love I am blessed with gives me strength to go on. Love written on the faces and gestures of my loved ones…Now, I only pray that I use this newly given time wisely and with a grateful heart.